Promises are Just Pretty Lies...

This is the hook I just heard from a song...

"Just leave your name and number/and I'm gon' holla atcha girl" (repeat like 4 times)

Songs are so fucking stupid nowadays!! Seriously! And you know which ones are the most retarded!? RAP and hip-hop! Dont get me wrong. I like GOOD rap that doesnt suck. For example:Eminem and Dr Dre. But everyone else just plain sucks ass and I hope they stop making music pronto but they never will. Why? Because mindless idiots will always buy the shit! AAAAAAAAAAAAH! Makes me so mad.

ps B-L-A-D's spells BLADS!!! Not blades!!! Note to Jay-z! Kthxbye. And yes, I know the song is old but I just remembered how idiotic it was.

Aparently. But its probably just a lie. I dont know. Last night, I sat on his lap as he gave me the sweetest most sincere sad puppy dog face. He spoke quietly and said, "Please dont ever leave me." It was a sweet moment but at the same time I'm leery.

What do you call it when you write random stuff down? I mean whatever comes to your mind? I dont know what its called but I'm gonna do that right now. Okay ready? Here I gooooo......

I like him. I hate him. He sucks. Fuck him. What am I doing? I dunno. Stop texting me assholes. Who the fuck is this IMing me? I feel ugly. Tinkerbell is cute. My cat is lucky. I clean her poop and feed her. She sleeps a lot. Tori Amos writes sad music. I'm listening to her. I'm sad. I'm always sad. I hate most people. Okay, not really. Someone just used bad grammar in a text. That bothers me. I dont like when people write "sum" or "gurl" or other stupid shit like that. Dan writes like that. I hate Dan. No, I like Dan. No, I hate him. What am I doing? I dunno. Lalalalala. Stop drinking alcohol. We're all a little nuts. Spin tinkerbell,spin! What does this say about me? I'm a crazy girl. I'm bored. I'm slaphappy. I need sleep. I cant sleep. If I sleep I wont wake up till 4pm. Shit. This sucks. I hope someone hits me with their car so I can sue them for money. Okay I'm done.

"I sometimes like to crawl into a laundry basket and tickle my ears."

hahahaha I love it.

I also love how livejournal autosaves your entry at any point during typing. I wish aol would get with the program! If I had a penny for everytime aol took a shit in the middle of typing out my entries. I just type it on word now beforehand. :p

I'd also like to announce that I had my first orgasm in 3 yrs a few wks ago. Go me! I hope to have more...very soon. Havent seen Dan in almost a week! :( I miss him so. His twin bro had a seizure out of the blue and nobody knows why. Sucks. Hope he gets out of the hospital soon. Plus, I want to see Dan and he is totally worried and I feel bad.

To all of those people who *USED TO* be my friend:FUCK YOU! Youre pathetic and fake. Goodbye!!!!! I dont ever wish to speak to you again! See ya!!!!!!!

LMAO Yeah, right.

Soon my hair shall look like this.

PATRICIA THE STRIPPER
Chris De Burgh


Dennis is a menace
With his "Anyone for tennis?"
And he'd beseech me to come keep the score.
And Maude says , "Oh Lord, I'm so terribly bored"
I really can't stand it anymore...

I'm going...out to dinner,
With a gorgeous singer,
To a little place I know,
Down by the key.

Her name is Patricia,
She calls herself Delicia
And the reason isn't
Very hard to see.

She says, God made her a sinner
Just to keep fat men thinner
As they tumble down in heaps
Before her feet.

They hang around in groups
Like battle weary troops,
One can often see the
Queue right down the street.

You see, Patricia
Or Delicia
Not only is a singer
She also removes all her clothing

For Patricia,
Is the best stripper in town...

And with a swing of her hips,
She started to strip
To tremendous applause
She took of her drawers

And with a lick of her lips
She undid all her clips,
Threw it all in the air
And everyone stared

And as the last piece of clothing
Fell to the floor,
The police were banging on the door
On a Saturday night,
In 1924

Take it away boys...

But, Patricia was arrested
And everyone detested,
The manner in which
she was exposed

Later on in court
where everyone thought
A summer's run in jail
would be proposed..

But the judge said, "Patricia,
Or may I say Delicia,
The facts of this case lie before me (knock, knock, knock)
Case dismissed...This gal was in her working
clothes...

And with a swing of her hips,
She started to strip
To tremendous applause
She took off her drawers

And with a lick of her lips
She undid all her clips,
Threw it all in the air
And everyone stared

And as the last piece of clothing
Fell to the floor,
The police were yelling out for more (more)
On a Saturday night
In 1924

Heres her myspace acct. Yes, its real. She lies about her age on there though. Shes actually 15 now. Its funny how on Imdb.com for every single child actor it has the topic "Myspace account" on their messageboard. (Kinda like all those "Sex tape?" threads lol) A lot are fakes but this one is obviously really hers. She doesnt even act anymore. She does however seem to enjoy smoking pot and boozing it up. Nice to see that cute little girl is so well-adjusted now. Man, I need a job.

Ok, heres the link

www.myspace.com/brittbrattttt Check it if youre bored. Peace.

Ok these frames are all screwed up on here. They are in my files but I cant use them. WTF. I dont even know how I found them! I was like, "Oh there here!" Like I knew right where to find them. Weird. Someone help! Come over my house and help me w/this! LOL

I just found all of my PSP frames that I thought got deleted! SWEETNESS!

It feels like something just bit my back but I cant feel anything. Hmm... :\

The other day I watched a movie from 1969 titled "Midnight Cowboy". It was pretty cool. Theres a party scene that is pretty trippy with drug use and psychodelic music. I wasnt too sure about that but I guess thats how it was back then. Dustin Hoffman was PHENOMENAL! I've always had a small crush on him even though hes old as dirt. (I have a thing for short jewish men.Ugh, who am I kidding? I have a thing for ALL men who are attractive.) The real star of the movie is Jon Voight who was a hottie back in the day. You can definately see Angelina Jolie in him! (Shes his daughter.) He did an awesome job playing the role of a dimwitted "hustler" from Texas who takes a bus to New York. Once in NY his character Joe Buck sticks out like a sore thumb. Hoffmans character, Rico Rizzo is that of an ill-fated, down-on-his-luck petty thief. Soon after arriving in the "Big Apple", Buck meets Rizzo. Although, theres tension at first, they become friends soon afterwards. The final scene is heartwrenching. Although, its kindve sad I LOVED IT! I loved the dark, gritty edge it had to it. That and the superb acting made this a fantastic film. I rented it a week before the damn special edition was released to dvd! WTF. That makes me mad. But alas, I am going to buy it if I ever get any money =)

I recommend everyone sees this. Oh, by-the-way it won the Best Picture Oscar for 1969. The actors were also nominated for their roles.

How do I get a very stubborn person to go to the doctors???? This is extremely important! I dont want to go into detail but something is wrong with my mom. This is not right and she wont listen to me. Should I just drive her to the doctors? How do I make her get out of the car tho? I dont know.

But I cannot stand bitchy women who think their shit dont stink and think theyre better than everyone else! GET A CLUE! Gawd!

So, hows everyone else doing?
:D

I may start school as early as March 14th!! Boo-Ya Bitches! I have to get my schedule figured out at....MY NEW JOB! Fuck yeah! I have orientation for my new job tomorrow morning at 8AM. (YUCK.) I'll be taking night classes and hopefully work during the day and wkds. I'm gonna be one busy chica! I love it! :D

Especially when innocent women get kicked out and arrested from events for wearing a fucking t-shirt! FUCK YOU REPUBLICAN ASSHOLES!

I was thinking it'd be really awesome to round up everyone that we dislike/hate--somehow. And then murder them one by one. We need to rid the world of all the assholes. Should we make it slow and painful or quick and easy? I just realized this sounds like something Matt Huls has said. But its just how I feel. And no I'm not being sarcastic though I wish I were.


I also realized that I really enjoy writing shit when I'm pissed off. And in case, you havent noticed lately I am really pissed off. Shit just randomly comes into my head at times. And when I say random I mean RANDOM! Like, when I was returning some dvds to KING VIDEO (How do ya like that shit!? Not Blockfuckers!) I witnessed a guy getting pissed at his girlfriend. At that point I had a vision. I dont know what this vision meant but I invisoned I was striking him in the chest with a large ax. I then laughed to myself and walked out the door. Hmm... I also have been getting more and more fucking awesome ideas for a screenplay. This screenplay was to be written like, years ago. However, I think there is a very good reason why it never got done. Lack of material. You see, I was just too young/naive/inexperienced and whatever other angsty adjective you can think of. I've been through quite a bit of shit in the last few years. If you disagree thats cool. But I know whats gone down and the many nights I sat in my room crying my fucking eyes out. So, I'm gonna start writing asap. I think I can come up with some cool shit too. I'm secretly pretty fucked up. Nobody knows it..yet.

Hear my cries

See my tears

Too many lies

Too many fears


Hating who I am

Seeing what I've become

Doubting that I can

Trying not to run


I feel dead inside

And I might as well be

All I do is cry

And you dont even see

Written by Patricia Sanchez 1/31/06

That was in reference to my cat. Sorry. I'm kinda aggravated right now. Ok, I'm really aggravated right now. Myspace doesnt work and neither does aol journals. WTF. Is there ever a time when everything works on myspace all at once? It wont let me do anything on there today! Then I tried saving a journal entry on my aol journal and it said the lovely "journals unavailable". Whats the point of having these things if they never work??? People pay a LOT of money for the aol features for them to never work! Its BS! Just had to get that out. Have a nice day!

OMFG. OMG! Great things keep happening! I love it! I am so fucking excited right now! Holy fucking shit!!!!!!! I want to jump up in the air and scream out of happiness at this moment!!! I LOVE IT!